Knowledgeable Yolk

Just a damaged individual barely holding onto the will to survive…

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Cake day: April 21st, 2025

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  • Yes. This is the one.

    And for the telegram one, go to the searchbar and type : @DeezerMusicBot , then in the chat menu, /start the bot. Choose simple “search” and it’ll appear in inline mode. Then type any song title and wait 3-4 seconds for it to appear. You can type Artist’s name additionally if the song title is too much common.

    After you make the bot appear in inline mode for the fist time in its own inbox, then go to the “Saved Messages” section of telegram and just type @

    It should pop up the option to choose the entire bot. If it doesn’t, simply continue further writing as shown in the picture and you’re good to go.



  • It’s alright. Any kind of suggestions are welcomed. A sailor and a passenger each have a different experience and story to tell about the same journey.

    I myself cannot deny the fact that almost 70% of my cognitive ability has been embedded around this rectangular devil’s box. Unironically I can say, the day I got separated from my laptop and got introduced to this phone, I fell into almost all kinds of downhill there exist.

    Even though I started using it thinking that it’ll be a good use, but no. Screentime, activities, and overall device addiction say otherwise.

    I’ve started analog journaling from June, I don’t know how it helped but it didn’t help me to get rid of the excessive use of phone. It has become a penicillin for my depressed mind.

    I don’t even have the drive to seek and execute my creativity. Resulting in me not knowing what my hobbies are. I don’t particularly enjoy anything, nor that I hate anything either. I just exist. No drive, no thrill, no excitement.

    And, I can’t address someone as a “friend” in real life. I call them as “classmate” or “senior brother/peer” etc.

    Mostly I am to blame. I can’t( or never learnt to ) socialize/communicate with people. None of my classmate brothered to actually look into the kind of person I am. They just assume that I’m like that. And I don’t feel like correcting them or letting them know how I am.

    Also, they don’t respect other’s choices and niche in entertainment. They just joke it around. So even this one single path to start a conversation with them had been closed way before.

    I’m kind of an outdated person when it comes to enjoy entertainment. I like books, audiobooks, historical plays, etc. The only digital era type of entertainment I like is nerdcore, Tame Impala and slipknot music.

    Anyway, enough reminiscing ! I felt good reading your comment that you explained from your personal situational perspective rather than a technical one. I’ve already decided what to do from reading all the comments. You sharing your situational similarities gave me courage and motivation. Getting comforted and acknowledged by the people who used to be in the same tier as me feels like home.



  • Thank you for introducing me with the new perspective; short term stability and long term goals.

    As I’ve already scrapped some insights from all the comments, I found out that, there are many options to choose to financially support myself outside of my soecific niche while I can concentrate on my study at the same time.

    Some commenters said that, when they were in a situation similar like me, they talked to an expert in the field and started doing something.

    I’ve decided that I’ll do the same.


  • Saw a news report last week saying that how an AI data center or whatever in the USA is emitting so much heat which is invisible to the naked eye but visible to heat-detection camera.

    Some argue that our planet has too much broader capabilities to methodize itself to reduce every kinds of pollution created by us and keeping the pollution under a certain limit.

    But I myself don’t like the Hippocracy of the billionaire CEOs who act as an environmentalist in front of the camera and then create all sorts of pollution and environmental imbalances through their industry and data centers.


  • Well, that’s the thing. I’m stuck between the choices that I can’t change anymore and the unalignable options I have at my hand.

    I get that as I upcoming year in Physics, the study will get complex and it’ll come with individual-responsibility to make one’s way through the result. And the result afterwards will determine how big of a field I get assigned to.

    That’s why, I was thinking, to try my best concentrating on the level of math required to pass specific year, and, if the math align with the required section to do coding, maybe I can opt into coding too.

    In one of my reply to someone from a few hours ago, you can see why I didn’t end up in a business major.

    Reading everyone’s comment on this post so far, I concluded that, doing well in my major is in my hands and there are various sorts of ways that I can financially support myself with beside studying my major. I just have to meet expert, experienced and knowledgable people and get advices from them.



  • Yes. That is the logical conclusion. I am in fact, not comfortable with math. But I already have come past the limit to opt out of Physics.

    Before even thinking to write this post, I myself thought that, since I can’t opt out of Physics anymore, I might as well try my best concentrating to learn math to that specific level which is required to complete the Physics degree along with a PhD additionally. PhD being an extra achievement to enable myself to apply for larger science fields.

    Then I thought, how much “extra” math is needed to know to actually make a name in coding world? How much would I have to train my mind, how much would I have to compete with myself, can I really rival a born-genius…

    Eventually I’ll have to learn math to do well in Physics. I’m just interested to know about the broader need and application where math will exist as my knowledge foundation.