It seems that you’ve been living two lives. In one life, you’re a regular, respectable person. You have a social security number, pay your taxes, and you… help your landlady carry out her garbage. The other life is lived in the fediverse, where you go by the hacker alias hopesdead@startrek.website and are guilty of virtually every shitpost we have a rule for. One of these lives has a future, and one of them does not.