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Yes, and it was shown as a huge internal conflict in TNG, and honestly even TOS had a bunch of inconsistent morality that didn’t quite fit a utopian society, you have a lot of state secrets, a lot of espionage, paranoia, and a cold war that includes violating the prime directive on a regular basis as long as they think the Klingons will also violate around the same degree, and that’s really not a very good idea, I really doubt the Vulcans would arm a bronze age civilization on a developing planet with muskets if they thought the Klingons might also do That.

No no o no no no. It’s FEMININE to not have shit all over your asshole all the time.

Really doesn’t work with this format, honestly.

I work with special needs kids in a school district and the amount of access kids with even mild symptoms is atrocious. It’s a huge problem.

Van Helen, Motley Crüe, The Scorpions, some Queenryce songs, however it’s spelled. Mostly just a lot of really dumb teenage idiot style misogyny. At least with the scorpions they were only pretending to speak English, so a lot of it could aping lyrics from other English songs without really knowing what it means.

Yandex[dot]com is a pretty good search engine for finding honest and safe web zones

It’s so hard to finish long ass games…

It doesn’t photograph well, but I feel like in person this outfit is fire.

Oh on payday I spend like I’m the queen of France and everyone can eat cake. But that last week before payday. That’s a week where putting potatoes in plain water is a fine meal.

Leaky Pete

All it takes is pain.

But why?

Windfall and winnings are some of the most punitivly taxed gains in the US. They take a big chunk.

I think Berserk is a really cool guy He bites swords and isn’t afraid of horrors beyond human comprehension.

Also nothing new, they did a big news report in Reno like 20 years ago and cost of living was about double what the average income was for the city. You had a two income family or roommates, or live at home.

Remember the old guy they pulled out of a building, put explosives around his neck, made him clear buildings, then told him and his wife to evacuate and pointed them to the next group of Israelis so simply executed them on sight? None of what’s happing makes sense other than as total destruction of all people on the wrong side of the birth lottery.

Let’s relive that job you loved and the coworkers you liked, but that boss that kept trying to blame you for his poor actions you advised him to not attempt until he was harassing you on a daily basis and everyone just also wanted you fired just so he’d stop doing this shit everyday forever.

Look man. I know, I know. I also hate myself a bunch and don’t care or think it’s going to stop. I know. I’m not trying to be some kind of dick cheese fart potato, or whatever kids say these days, but like really. It’s exhausting. And it fucks up your life and relationships. There’s a reality. And that reality does occasionally come with positive feedback about yourself and your choices and actions. Now imagine the real reality is a block of metals in some kind of shapes and decorations, when you see this reality what your doing is pulling out positive reality about yourself, melting it down, crafting it into something negative and trying to fit it into the space you took it out of. It’ll never fit, it’s a waste of time, it’s inherently deeply selfish, and it makes you at least partially delusional. Every relationship you have, someone is sending you messages. You are taking them, removing their words or actions, changing their meaning, and pasting it over their actual message. You don’t even know what is happening around you, what people are saying to you, and you’re missing A LOT of positive feedback. And again.

It’s literally the worst kind of selfish, where you don’t insist your entitled to everything, you instead insist everything means you suck out loud. Why, homie. Why.

I’ve been doing this shit for 40 years. Let me tell you. It’s a bad end. You need to love yourself to just get to baseline normal and have average times in life. Stop being so selfish you need to sabotage every part of your life making yourself delusional in the process. Fuck!

Anyway. I can’t do it. I don’t know if it’s possible. But try. Try.

I’ve been at 5 since I was 12.